Hope :)

And there she was, clinging on to her big purse on one hand and umbrella on the other, looking beautiful as ever as she headed towards me. I was looking for some company for that last mile and she obliged to join me. Our umbrellas collided all the time as the rain refused to die down. I wanted to start the conversation but I had come to know that her boyfriend had dumped her a few days back and so didn’t want to relive her pain. Instead I wanted to tell her all that was on my mind.

I wanted to tell her how wrong it was for me to be so insecure. How I wished now that she would return to me again. I would do all that it takes to keep the relationship going. Now it would be me who would be responsible for all that would go wrong. But I couldn’t, I could not get in any words. Wouldn’t it be so selfish on my part to convince her now? Why should I want her to believe me?

Finally we reached our destination. It felt weird speechless the whole way. I actually didn’t mind spending everyday outside her house in the pouring rain, just to tell her how I felt. And then in the end I finally managed to utter “Sneha”.She looked at me, it seemed her eyes wanted me to say something all this while. She Waited.

“I ….I……. well….well………”

*A loud nagging noise from somewhere*

“Will you directly have your lunch son?”

“Mom”

As I drove to my office I saw the black clouds gather. It sure would rain heavily I thought.I somehow managed to reach office some 20 minutes late. Boss gave me an angry look which I had somewhat got used to. As I sat on my office chair, my friend cum colleague Sumeet said something in a very hush-hush manner.

“Sorry… what? Didn’t get you?

Dude I said Aditya dumped Sneha!!

I pinched myself.

Listening to:

Yeah, the one that's on my *new and improved* Playlist!!Some of the lyrics are there in the story too :D

A New Template and a new Poem

First of all,Thank You Stephen for the Header.I look a bit chubby in that but that ain't your Fault :P My previous template was matching with some other people in the blogosphere and so I decided to change it.This looks kinda cool,doesn't it and I hope I am the only one around having this layout :P

Now, I had written a poem for the TheWriter'sLounge a few weeks back but I guess not many of them read it.So here it is for those who didn't :P

Reminising the Past

In the Middle of the Night
My Eyes got a Little Wet
When an old Friend called up
And asked if I remember those days??

When Fun had a different meaning
When we laughed at the silliest things
When the Night arrived a bit too early
Do you remember those days??

When going to school was great
Doing homework was a headache
Sharing Tiffin was a daily Routine
Dude, do you remember those days??

When you played as a Substitute Fielder
And took that brilliant catch
You made it to the team after that
And then played in every match

Do You Remember those days
When we played board games together
And fought like bitter foes
When winning seemed to be everything
And when we never used to loose hope

And now here we are again
In our own life’s phase
Reduced now to saying just one thing
If we still remember our days

Live your Life in the Present and have fun ….Reminiscing the past doesn’t really help :)

P.S: There are some people who have been blogrolled by moi.I should have done that days back but couldn't for some unexplainable reasons :P.

So If you are in there say Yayyy :D

Btw here's my official entry in the "Rain Drenched Lounge Contest" for the Writer's Lounge Yes, I do write Stories too :P .It's actually been edited since, so don't get fooled by the initial few comments that you read :P

Click : -> http://weandwords.blogspot.com/2008/12/that-feeling-of-guilt.html

Aila! Award Mila! :D

Two Bloggers in this beautiful blogger world were kind enough to bestow not one but two awards. This is my First kinda Award in Blogging...
But the fact that there are people around who somewhat appreciate my kinda "work" makes me really feel good :)

Anyways, as the rule goes I have to nominate others who I think deserve this Award.
Here’s my list

1.Anindita: I was and still am fascinated by her Dark Poems and writings that actually made me to blog in the first place. A butterfly for that ain’t bad, is it?

2.Stephen:For me the best Writer in the blogosphere.No Blogger leaves an impact like he does. I know you have been awarded already and I may be a little biased but dude I truly think you are the best :) And Thanxs for the Free Spirited Award too :D ------>

3. Shatabdi:This Girl is on your face with her writing.Girl,I was actually speechless when you mentioned me in your 50'th post but hey I had some kind of a debt to pay and may be this is it …Take the Free-Spirited Blogger award too. :D Two words Girl :You Rock!

4. Mehreen: Awesome, Awesome Writer…Has probably mentioned my name more than any other blogger in her blog. :D... I can’t believe she still has me in her “Blogs I follow” section but hey I don’t mind. Again I know you have been awarded but hey you deserve it more than I did or probably do :)

5. Scribbler'sInc.I have been a religious follower of Scribbler’s Inc. since he used to write about his office happenings …. Of course now it’s turned spooky and for the better …So dude this award is probably more apt for you: The coolest blogger around :)

Ok mine is a short list but hey the above people did deserve it …… There were others too and sowwie if I disappointed you but these guyzz are probably nice "blogger friends" than others or may have just ended up making some sort of an Impact on me.

P.S : With all that has been going around presently here in Mumbai and other fellow bloggers from my city trying in their own different way to make a valid point.... I just want to share a small little Quote from the Mahatma himself and this has also been mentioned in Black Friday the movie.

“An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind.”

Peace :)

Astrology Anyone?

I got my Vivas this week. Well it just started with my Project Presentation today.However, the real thing starts from tomorrow.

Now I am not an astrology follower but I like reading my weekly future. So, according to Bejan Daruwaala I would have an interesting week. Now half of his predictions were regarding finance and love life, both of which I don’t have: P But there was this line in his weekly column which intrigued me. It said

“Your Communication with others will be thrilling, disruptive and exhilarating

at the same time ".

Wow, Talk about giving thrilling, disruptive and exhilarating answers during viva time. Don’t know whether that’s supposed to be good or bad. But Vivas are normally fun.Damn it…I can’t wait. :D

I saw my exam time-table today and guess what it’s beginning on the 4’th of December and ending on the 14’th of January.Yeah…That’s University of Mumbai for you…
Anyways like other bloggers I too don’t intend to post anything.Got truck loads to study… DAMN!

Listening to Working Class Hero ->Green Day

As soon as your born they make you feel small

By giving you no time instead of it all

Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all

A working class hero is something to be.

Wish I had written these Lines ....It makes so much sense ...Doesn't it...Damn! :D

Tags Galore :)

I have been tagged again. This Time by Three people Express, Stephen and Simplyme They obviously feel I am the most Jobless Blogger Around .So they must have felt let’s tag him instead….O.k. I was kidding there ….See the Blog Title if you will.

On a more Serious Note though this is my 50’th Post * Bugle Bajao*.The first 35 posts received a total of Ahem… 3 or 4 Comments. But I was Naïve then, I didn’t know how this thing worked.
Coming back to the Tag, Now since Three People have tagged me on 2 different tags I intend to do it in one Post. Or-Else I’ll become a Tagger’s Delight which I don’t intend to be: P

Since Express tagged me first,So it’s her tag that goes first….
I had loads of fun doing this..Here it goes …….

I am: a not so regular guy:-P

I think: virtually all the time:-P

I know: I got my exams in a month and have a lot to study :(

I want: my engineering to get over as soon as possible: P

I have: got a new P.C now: D

I wish: I could always do the things my way.

I hate: Sleeping in the Afternoon which I end up doing

I miss: my childhood :(

I fear: Failure

I hear: the birds chirping early in the morning:-P

I smell: the pokadas of my aunty who lives downstairs: P

I crave: for some good food

I search: and then end up finding nothing. :-P

I wonder: if I will do this tag again:-D

I regret: not keeping in touch with people I used to know.

I love: gorging on lays

I ache: seeing my College Everyday :(

I was not: busy when this tag was made....

I am not: Ignorant

I cry: by rubbing my eyes: D

I believe: in hard work.

I dance: like crazy: D

I sing: when no one's around: D

I read: newspapers early in the morning

I don't always: argue

I fight: and end up loosing :(: P

I write: Anything that comes to mind

I win: people over * so I would think *

I lose: my valuables very easily

I never: say never, coz you never know:-P

I always: can be seen giggling without any damn reason: P

I confuse: with my Math Formulae :(

I listen: to my mum as mum knows best: P

I can usually be found: talking to myself

I am scared: of the future.

I need: a damn vacation!!

I am happy: when I see others happy :)

I imagine: The world to be a better place to live in.

I know,I have taken some of your Answers express…Just Shows how much alike we both think
: D


Tag-2
Tag Given to me by both Stephen And Mehreen

This Tag made me think a lot …After a lot of debates, nostalgia and hours of “CONFRONTATION” …I came up with this ……
1. Name five of your all time favorite movies.

1. Taare Zameen Par
2. Black Friday
3. Vertical Limit
4. The Matrix Trilogy
5. The Dark Knight

2.. Name one movie which you recommend as a "must see".

Taare Zameen Par and The Dark Knight …..One for Aamir and Another for Heath Ledger…

3. One and only one movie that you have seen many times.

Umm….Don‘t really Remember but probably D.D.L.J as it’s on the T.V most of the Time and also because it’s a damn good movie.

4. Which movie comes to your mind when I say funniest?
Hera Pheri

5. Which movie made you really emotional?

Has to be Taare …And Also a 90’s movie called Anjali ….. Hamari Pyaari Anjali.Ahh * Nostalgia*

6. Which movie series was as interesting as the first part?

Has to Be the Matrix

7. Which movie didn’t, according to you, live up to your expectations?

Ohh there are so many ….. Have to pick one…Phoonk and probably all the recent Ram Gopal Varma Flicks: D

8. Which movie surprised you?

Johhny Gaddar …..I am sucker for Suspense Flicks and this one had it all ……..

I tag all those who jumped out of their seats on seeing my answers..Go onn Do it !!!

Wtf !!!

Has it ever happened with you that in a given Situation you have felt completely helpless and made to feel like an idiot? It kind of happens with me all the time, most of the time indirectly, but when people mock and ridicule you in your face, you begin to think. Hang on! Am I losing it or have I completely lost it?

What Happened?

It’s the festive season now, Rather it’s almost over. So I call up my friend to give my greetings.Strangely,I don’t know how much balance I have in my cell. So I end up calling 4 people and the end of it see a Rupee left...Wtf!!! Anyways I rush to a nearby “Uncle” to get my refilling done. Now I normally don’t use Scratch Cards, I tell the guy to do it using his phone. Here are some Snippets of our Conversation.

Uncle: Number Kya hain?
Me:977-------
Uncle: Sure?
Me: umm... (It was new bpl gang card) Haan Uncle Wahin honaa Chayiye….
Uncle: Huh!! Sure??
Me:Arre Haan Uncle Jaldi Bhar do!!!
Uncle: Okk… *does it and waits*
Me:F*… Nahin aaya Uncle Abhi Tak….
Uncle: Wahin number hain naa?
Me:Huh!! Check Karo naa Uncle ….And so I call up his Number …

10 people around me burst up laughing..…Last ka digit galat hain …Gayaaa… *Muhahaha*…

* Wtf!! Wtf!! I had made somebody else’s day …*

Uncle: Usko lagega Festive Offer kuch milaa hain usse *Muhahaha*

*Wtf !!!*

Then I go on to ask the most Silliest Question ever…

Me:Uncle, Yeh 50 rupees bharnaa padegaa abhi??
Uncle: Duh!! * Muhahaha*

I will use scratch cards from now on ….Damn!!!
I am sure everybody has his/her number etched in their heads but incase you don’t make sure you do as you never know: P
Listening to a song which goes well with this Post:

Ab kya karenge bhaiyye

Ab kahan jaayenge bhaiyye

Kuchh toh karenge naa

Sayaane hai janaab

Toh kar lije hisaab ...Felt like Anupam kher of khosla ka Ghosla in that Situation :(

Tagged :)

I have been tagged by Stephen
Thanks for the tag dude
This is an interesting tag. I really got some interesting answers
And I have copied it here.

So I type the following in Google..
"Anurag needs"....
And here are the interesting 6 answers...


1. Anurag needs to get a grip on himself else this talented guy will lose it like his mentor RGV.
-I wish I was Anurag Kashyap ...loved his black Friday...but one thing makes sense. I need to get a grip on myself....

2. Anurag clearly understands the needs of today's US revenue cycle management
- I hope I did ...Could have bailed out U.S then of it's recent financial crisis :)

3. Anurag needs a friendly file system interface....
- No I don't....I like the word "friendly" though :)

4. Anurag needs to find a better way of monetizing the site
-Not the site..But something else ;)

5. Anurag needs help in maths and science as soon as possible
-I did that years back.Not anymore...and Thank god it's over :)

6. Anurag needs Prerna in his life as soon as possible to increase trp's
-baaah...that serial had ruined my life: D

I don't wanna tag anyone ...Whoever wants to do this is cordially invited :)

Listening to: Getting Jiggy with it -->Will Smith
Wonder Why that guy doesn't sing anymore :(