My Sem-2 Results were out this Friday.I had to clear my maths-2, otherwise I would have suffered a year's drop.I was nervous,very nervous.it was too close to call."Passed"it showed on the monitor.had a huge sigh of relief.
I would'nt even let my enemy to go through what I have gone through in the last 4-5 months..or may be I would :p.... knowing that it was DO OR DIE or in my case DO OR "DROP".I can tell you my friends that it's not easy..not at all easy to survive this kind of a situation ....coz not only you have to work harder than the previous sem in that paper...and not only coz u have to give more than 6 papers...but the most important of all is "YOU HAVE TO HAVE IMMENSE MENTAL STRENGTH TO GET OUT OF IT".not that I did ....but u surely need some ...I made very small and suttle changes on how I approached the paper..and I guess that did work ...only just though..got a 40 ......escaped from the skin of my teeth ....but what the hell... "I DID"
but my heart goes out to those who did'nt survive .......ohh I gotta add another thing ......this year the results have come so late ......that my nervousness point went on a "HIGH RISE"....it was getting on my nerves now...I would have sued the university if it had taken another 2 weeks :p.......coming back to who did'nt survive ....not they were not good enough but they may be and just may be ...they could not take it anymore ....engineering was getting to them .....pressure got to them ..It almost got me too .....but I guess the university thought I was not good enough to get a drop :p.....
HOW DID I CELEBRATE: frankly I don't feel elated....even now I am little disillusioned...a little lost....It has'nt sunk in as yet I guess...It's not easy U know to wait ,wait and wait nervously for 3 months after u have given "THE EXAM OF YOUR LIFE"and then being told that u passed .....huh...really :p....but when I heared the news I did jump 3 times :D.....frnds in college said they wanted a party ......gave a party in the canteen as soon as the results came to college..."40 MILA ....ARRE CENTURY MARAA, AB TOH AUR BADAA PARTY" one of the guys said .....LOL......coke was splashed all over me as my 400 bucks went out of the drain ...but what the heck ....400 bucks ai'nt equal too 1 year drop ..is it? :p
If you check my orkut profile now ......the caption or tagline or whatever you call it says it all ......
"I AM NOT BACK GUYS ................I AM REBORN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
